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Sep. 23rd, 2004 12:50 pmMan, I write good sexual tension.
This is probably because I'm not getting laid.
This is probably because I'm not getting laid.
Sep. 23rd, 2004
The naming of cats
Sep. 23rd, 2004 04:30 pmIt's possible I should have changed Spike's name to Remus after all. He keeps trying to steal my cigarettes, be they smoked in the ashtray or still in the pack.
At least if he were a werewolf, he would be a very small one.
My friend Chuck named a black kitten Sauron (pre-movies; we were just that geeky), and was suprised when he was evil.
At least if he were a werewolf, he would be a very small one.
My friend Chuck named a black kitten Sauron (pre-movies; we were just that geeky), and was suprised when he was evil.
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Sep. 23rd, 2004 08:12 pmA long time ago I wrote on paper I'm a writer first and a human being second, if at all.
But I've never quite felt this. This weird tangle of writing frustration and sexual frustration such that I honestly couldn't tell you whether I want Valor or someone real (and if someone real, who?). Or if I just want to write about it.
Pent up is the phrase. And the words that would spill out of me if they could seem to come from the same place as the longing I'd feel for that someone I don't know, if only I could feel it.
Floodgates need to open and I don't think I have the key anymore.
But I've never quite felt this. This weird tangle of writing frustration and sexual frustration such that I honestly couldn't tell you whether I want Valor or someone real (and if someone real, who?). Or if I just want to write about it.
Pent up is the phrase. And the words that would spill out of me if they could seem to come from the same place as the longing I'd feel for that someone I don't know, if only I could feel it.
Floodgates need to open and I don't think I have the key anymore.