Meme! A naughty one, yay.

[darkluna]

Swiped from my writing role model, musesfool:
Memage Rules: Post the hottest sex scene you've ever written. Yes! It's that easy! Flood the flist with porn! Yay porn!

I pondered this for a bit. The naughty part of Lullaby is more sweet than hot, as happens with Matt/Near. How to Shoot is dirty pretty much all the way through (as happens with Mello/Near), but I can't decide which part of it is the hottest.

I do like "Secret." Short, dirty, to the point, and hot even though half the pairing isn't even there. I'll entertain dissenting opinions, though. :-) (And everyone should do this meme, so I have something to read while waiting for someone slow to tell me what I need to know to get this project out the door!)


Bored is bad enough, but bored and horny is even worse. Mello's sprawled on the ratty couch, half his attention on the surveillance. Not much going on at three in the morning. Nothing's happening on Matt's end either; Mello checked in with him a couple of hours ago.

They don't deliberately teach you not to sleep at the House, but everyone learns. Mello grabbed a few hours' nap, grudgingly, yesterday, and probably won't even feel tired until tomorrow.

So. Bored, alone, pent-up horny, and stuck here. Mello heaves a sigh and flings his head back. He can do something about two of those, at least.

He hooks a finger into the vest's zipper and slowly pulls it down. The air hits his skin like diving into a pool; he trails his fingers down his chest and feels kind of pleasurably shivery.

He lets his mind wander. Matt... Matt's so fucking hot, but he's only bi if you get him drunk. Sometimes Mello can imagine it anyway, imagines that Matt slips into bed with him, not drunk, not high, not anything but wanting. But right now, he can all but taste the Guinness that was on Matt's tongue the first and only time he kissed him, and that's no good.

Near, he thinks. Near on his knees.

"Oh, hell no," he says aloud, but there's no denying the thought hit him with a jolt of heat.

What would he think if he knew? Mello wonders, and grins. He'd be pissed, I bet. Pissed and a little hot.

Or maybe he's thought of it himself, because certainly Near's twenty different kinds of freaky, but no eighteen-year-old has ever not jerked off. Mello wants to be annoyed, or at least thinks he should be, but that heat kicks a little hotter as he imagines Near coming, biting his lip, maybe, so he won't say Mello's name out loud.

You probably think you're in charge, Mello thinks, and puts him on his knees again, looking up, a bit hesitant, but surely a certified damn supergenius can figure out how to give head.

He unlaces the pants and peels them open, the air even more like a cool kiss now that he's bared skin that's actually hot; brushes his fingers along his cock, barely touching, like someone might who wasn't quite sure of what he was doing.

Not bad, huh? he tells the Near in his mind, who's looking up at him with wide grey eyes and slightly parted lips.

But even in his mind, Near's not entirely cooperative. He's kind of a tease, actually. He curls cool, pale fingers around Mello's hip, and skims the length of him with the other hand, not even gripping, staring up at Mello's face the entire time.

Get on with it, Mello thinks, but he doesn't mean it, and the Near in his mind smiles in that wicked little way, and moves closer, close enough for Mello to feel his breath on his skin.

He closes his eyes and strokes himself, the Near in his mind finally getting with the program, pressing a kiss onto Mello's hipbone as if he can't help himself. Then his mouth wraps around him, small and hot and slick. He learns Mello by taste and touch, and Mello deliberately slows his hand, and tries to still his hips, because he'd sure as fuck never come just because Near put his mouth on him.

He fumbles for the lube in the debris on the end table, grabs it, glides some on, because in his mind Near's getting turned on, too, and a little sloppy.

He adds a tug at the top of his stroke, and gasps. In his mind's eye he looks down at Near, at Near's mouth on him, hears his breath coming fast, knows he's hard too.

Take care of yourself if you want, Mello tells him. Near's embarrassed, but after a moment he slips his free hand into his own pants, and Mello tightens his grip and quickens the pace, almost almost. Then Near looks up at him, still feeling awkward, but he has to see, and he can't say Please, but Mello hears it anyway, and he arches off the couch and comes and comes.

There's no one to hear him, not really, so it doesn't matter how loud he is. And if there's a name somewhere in the stream of gibberish and obscenities, well. No one but Mello will ever know.

***

BTW, the part I think is the hottest is this: Mello deliberately slows his hand, and tries to still his hips, because he'd sure as fuck never come just because Near put his mouth on him. Ha ha, keep telling yourself that, M.

Comments

[angryhamster.livejournal.com]

that's a brilliant fic, and admittedly very hot.

however, i will say this: matt/near can totally be more hot than sweet. only speaking of rp, of course, but the hottest dirtiest stuff i've ever written has been established relationship matt/near. come on, think about it: near, who has ZERO tolerance for established convention and social norms, and matt, who is so laid back he'll go along with anything? there is no way those two would not have incredibly hot, kinky sex. :D

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Thanks!

I am interested in your theories and would like to subscribe to your newsletter. :-) Yeah, I've only written first-time fooling-around type stuff for them, so it was sweet. And you've probably figured out that I love a little awkwardness. I can totally see them being super-hot and experimental in a long-term relationship.

[angryhamster.livejournal.com]

i really need to write more for them. first-time awkwardness is adorable and definitely a matt/near fixture, all right, but yes, once they get over that they're all systems go, in my view. :D

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Hee, yay. It's so part of my headcanon that if Near decides he wants someone, WHOA NELLY THE BOY IS HOT. :D I don't think he's repressed (I mean: the way most people seem to, not you; that was unclear). I think he's picky. I think if he decided someone was worth the effort of seducing, they would end up melted into a happy, happy puddle.

rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

near approves of this wholeheartedly and could refer you to a list of satisfied partners for confirmations, if you're interested. XD

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

I don't think I require references. Near's word is good enough for me. ;-)

darkluna does wonder, sometimes, if she should get over herself and try this RP thing.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

this near is kind of a slut, so he actually has lots of references, but he appreciates your faith. :D

it can be a lot of fun. ...and also the source of a lot of emo and wank. but when it's fun? it's brilliant.

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Ha ha. I seem to remember you saying at some point that most of your Nears start out innocent but become big sex maniacs once they see what all the fuss is about. :D

I think RP would be fun, but I think it would eat my life. And anyone I'd feel qualified to play has 18 million versions running about already. Besides, I'm not sure I could get over myself. I'm SUPER-self-conscious.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

that's pretty much how it goes, yes. after all, near is not one to shy away from admitting he was wrong~ :D

you can minimize the amount of life-eating based on how many comms you join and stuff. i wouldn't worry about the amount of people playing your char already, there are always more slots in other games. who would you be most interested in playing? i'm sure i could play with you, unless you wanted to be near~ my suggestion would be to give dndressingroom a go. it's pure crack, and there are so many of each character that it wouldn't matter who you played. :D i know a lot of people badmouth that place, but i think they're all nuts, tbh. it's the best rp experience i've had in a long time-- drama free, cracked up, and absolutely no commitment or expectations involved. no one has to know who you are, either, so self-consciousness shouldn't be an issue...

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

I think your sexy icon is a source of RP temptation. ;D

Gah, I would never try to be Near. Living in his POV when I work on "Wind" is hard enough. I feel quite at home as Matt lately (redheaded smokers FTW :)). There's also a Girl!Mello trying to demand that I write her a story, but that may never happen. I'm not sure if she's secretly a girl or not - it could be fun if she were, though. I shall have to ponder this.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

come play at dr and he will most likely have sex with you~ (really, it doesn't matter who you're playing. he's a big ho.)

i couldn't imagine being anyone else. XD;;;; but matts are wonderful, and there are some girl mellos in the dr already, so i don't think she'd be too weird...

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Heh, you do know how to tempt. ;)

Pondering. Leaning toward girl!Mello, but still a bit torn.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

tempting near is tempting~ do i have to link you to his thread with the incubus mello, or the sorcer matt, or his own matt, or the incubus mello AND his own matt, or possibly even all four of them together? (we haven't done that yet but i can tell it's so on the cards.)

girl mello would be interesting, nears haven't had much interaction with the mellos...

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

O_O So there are people from all kinds of other RP places hanging out there, right? But you can join up even if you're not in one of those? Do you need lots o' backstory?

The Girl!Mello who wants her own story is prickly, but fun. Man, she swears even more than I do.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

i play this near and a retired near from a dead game, who both have a lot of backstory, but i know there are people there who haven't played their dr char anywhere else, and most people don't have detailed backstories. it doesn't matter either way, you just make a journal, add some icons and start posting. :D it's easy to get the hang of, and really, in terms of rules... there aren't any, not in dr. mostly people think up fun ideas for rooms-- the age reversal room, the nightmare room, the sex room, the library, the bar, the kitchen, the ballroom... whatever, and other people show up with their chars and do stuff in the threads. have a look at the comm, you'll see how it goes, and what you see is what you get. look at the info page, too.

near doesn't mind prickly; he's not as antisocial as other nears, and he and his mello are friends and not rivals, so he won't be as easily put off, either.

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

OK, I will poke around. Thanks for helping me! ♥

Oh, my poor Girl!Mello. The prickliness is an attempt to a. make sure no one goes easy on her just because she's a girl, and b. mask her inferiority complex. Hmm, she might be OK with a less antisocial Near.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

if you have any other questions, ask, but basically you just make a journal, join, add your info the the info page (link in ui of comm) and start posting. there is a very high tolerance for mistakes there, so don't worry about finding your feet. it's honestly the best place i've ever played. it's odd, because i hear about nothing but wank in the dr comms, and nothing but wank in the dn fandom, but the dndr comm... is wankless? maybe it's like opposing wanks canceling each other out, but it's great there, really.

near will introduce himself and offer to show her around. he's all friendly and stuff. plus, he'll probably be making cocktails in the bar again tomorrow night...

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Oh, it sounds nice. I think crack might act as a wank dampener. :)

Well, if she decides to manifest herself, I'm sure she'll find him.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

it would seem so!

oh, he'll find her. >D near tends to welcome most new arrivals. part curiosity, part horniness, part nothing else to do. :D near seems to have taken it upon himself to be the saturday night bartender, anyway, so he'll probably be there tomorrow.

Re: rp journal

[darkluna.livejournal.com]

Yes, I think you've succeeded in tempting me. :) I believe I'll give Mel a whirl and see how she does.

Re: rp journal

[nearperfect.livejournal.com]

awesomesauce. near and i salute you.

[rowancat.livejournal.com]

I'd read this before when you first posted it and it remains very well written.
And i'm totally unfamiliar with the stories it's based on but it was still easy
to get into :)